Thursday, August 20, 2009

Change.

Change is something I have never been too good at. I can remember when I went to Kansas City for Master's Commission. I could never call home because I would start to weep right when my mom picked up and said, "Hello?". . . . . . .

Yesterday----> ONE OF THE MOST EMOTIONAL DAYS OF MY LIFE. I am sure that being pregnant did not help me at all with my tears.

My baby sister, Libby & her husband, Isaac left for college. They go to Liberty University, in Virginia.

Zach and I are planning a trip out to South Carolina to see Isaac run at Nationals. We will have a baby by then. I am sure I won't be able to hold Tristan when Libby comes around. :) She is sewing him a quilt right now. It is adorable. It is of different puppies. She is very proud of it and I am proud she even knows how to do that. How did that talent skip me????

It is crazy to me to think that I will have a baby boy in my arms in the next week or so.
Sad that Libby won't be here. I am going to have my ichat up for her RIGHT after I deliver so she can see him! [Thank you GOD for MAC's.]

Anyway, I am going to try and not think about her being gone.... or me being without a car and being stuck in the house. (another story for another day)

Hope your day is not filled with tears OR too much CHANGE for you.

<3

3 comments:

  1. There is ONE change I can't wait for...and that is that OTHER people (meaning ME) can hold your baby! :) Can't wait for baby boy fox to come into this world. I'm patient to wait...I want good healthy lungs...and God knows his Bday! So I'll wait...praying for you sister! :)

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  2. Beka...I feel the same, less emotional, and not expecting a babyyyyy!! haha but my little brother left for college :( I'm sitting here waiting for him to get home at 12:30 like always, except he will not. :( That makes me very sad. And obviously I have a big change too!! GOsh!! I'm gonna miss you & hope I see Tristan before I leave. Here's an idea, have him TOMORROW so i will see him over the weekend, maybe? haha idk.

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  3. Booka.. I know exactly how you feel. I will miss you (and DO) miss you so much. I have so many things to tell you when I get a chance. Remember when I sobbed at your house the other day due to PMS? well, it has hit again. I loveee you. That baby is going to ba sooo special. He's got Phillips blood in him. ;) Love you, sister.

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